4:46 PM Tuesday, August 21, 2007
just popping by to type a message.
i was so disappointed yesterday that i wanted to cry.
oral wasn't fantastic, and when i got home, i was so annoyed and everything seemed so wrong. i received an email from the childaid concert thing, and i did not get in. i nearly on the verge of crying. you know, yeah... yesterday was a bad day. pssh. but it isn't that bad because my cousin got into the auditions because she can sing. and why didn't they chose me? well,i bet they 're looking for more than a 'rachel'. maybe their piano standards are like 'mozart' or 'beetoven'. or, this isn't my year and time to shine. hopefully one day, most definitely. =D so i don't have to be all that disappointed. i am so glad that my dearest gracey got in. all the best and shine yeah. (:
thats about it. and yeah, i am going to get my work done. there 're plenty for me to do so, i have to stop writing now.
common tests results weren't the worst thing ever. how i thought this was the best attempt i have ever done.
thank you for believing.
i'll continue to shine and work hard. same goes to all of you.
for my birthday, in a few weeks time, i have already got some plans in mind . but i have certainly no idea what to do.
i just want it to be simple, and memorable with some of my friends. thats what i want to do. how i wish my mother would just co-operate with me.
i am so so tired, and i really want a break. now. period.
love,
rachel